weird

"you're on the verge of going crazy and your heart's in pain
no one can hear, but you're screaming so loud"

high anxiety

r.e.m.

the problem i've had for years has become worse within the past few weeks: i have hard time telling reality from my dreams. i dream all night long, waking up exhausted and not even a bit rested. usually i have adventures in my old schools. elementary, junior high and high school. every night. i meet people i haven't seen in years, and people who i do see on a regular basis.

my dreams have become so close to real life, that it's impossible to tell what of it was true. when i'm awake, my brain works hard trying to dig up memories that were never there. and then comes the headache. i ought to make an appointment to see that sleep doctor again.

back on the rocks

so, we're back on the rocks
been here before
will it ever stop?
hanson

weeks ago

living life at frantic speed